HAIS!!!!

erm i think i wan to stop writin abt wad happen in the past le...
mayb...
duuno lah...
stupid lah...
stupid me...
hais...
duno...
me n NI ...
possible mah???
one likes to tok to anyone...
the other one hais...
dun dare to tok to bois...
...
-.-
then is like recently i ..............................
ya loh...
tok is tok lah...
buden ................................................
i oso duno my ......... rite or rong...
maybe is it juz nutin but a ........
hais...
everyone now so ..........
i an wei ni then who an wei wo???
if got pp an wei oso mus b rite pp mah...
ya lah got 2 new meis...
then ..........................
jiu si ying wei ..................
then lidat mah ...............
hais...
UNFAIR...
mental torment...
life is nutin to me le...
i feel so depressed...
so so so...
play games so???
happi this moment...
then dun play le then dun haf le...
like go work...
work work work...
no work start think again...
dun tell me dun think to much...
i not le...
it juz kip popping up...
my jie say....
if u like someone u wish her/him happiness...
to me...
aft much thot i think...
buden wad abt ur own happiness???
r u realli happi wif the outcome???
to me if NI realli wif other pp i realli wish to break them up...
tt is the truth...
i dun like to lie...
tt is the truth...
i can choose to be gd or bad...
cos i promise NI eternal happiness if wif me...
but the situation...
dun seem so...
hais...
i realli confused n sad...
no one seems to haf my ans...
y can i alwas solve other pp de prob...
then pp cant solve mine...
three pp ...
one small ...
...
hais...
three pp ... + one small ... = BIG PROB
hais...
aniway write so much hu cares???