me is ???

i m a failure...
i alwaz think i m a gd leader...
buden...
like so many juniors quitting mmc...
then mmc in CHAOS...
intake this yr for mmc is 5...
quote by aaron as the PATHETIC FIVE...
omg...
those quit de juniors say mmc boring...
hais...
is i dint teach next gen de leader properly...
i let yiwen yayun n zhi jian down...
hais...
then my own PA juniors say i will like sometimes not happy abt something then i will flare up...
then anyhow scold here n dere...
then dun gib anyone chance to voice their opinion...
did i really did tt???
if flare up sometimes is possible...
buden not often hor...
then i dun gib anyone chance to voice out...
i think is they dun voice out...
i heard from dunno who say tt they scared of me...
wth...
hais...
FAILURE jiu si wo...
the fall of mmc beocs of me???